I must admit from the word go that I was not a virgin and was very naive with regard to sex. I had never been in any intimate relationship and things like touching and kissing were still alien to me. I was brought up in a simple family set-up that appreciated exploring one’s sexuality. My parents told me that it was OK to have boyfriends, although it was their advice that I should not engage in sex before marriage. They encouraged me to be open about love relationship. They even asked me the boys I liked hanging around with.
At this point, you might ask how I ever got into the extremes of hiring a male escort. Well, I did all that out of curiosity. I was at a club in Fremantle with friends when some female friends began taunting me for not having a girlfriend at my age. They said that with my good looks and intelligence, I deserved to have a good guy. The said that my package was able to send any man salivating for more.
That got me totally surprised because I did not regard myself as being intelligence. They told me that I was the very epitome of the modern woman and that they thought it was the high time I discovered my womanhood. Although I pretended not to take in their words, they really stirred me to some curious thinking. I made the decision to experiment with a really experienced dude who would make up for my inexperience. Plus I did not want to get a person who knew me before because the idea of having sex was still strange to me and I did not want anybody to know that I was completely naive and inexperienced.
As such, the first thought that crept into my mind was an escort guy. Yeah, I needed an experienced gigolo who would take me through the journey to discovering my sexuality. I however did not want anyone, especially my friends, to know that I was in the process of hiring a gigolo. I felt really stupid doing all this but heck it was my life and I really wanted to feel nice. I was determined to have a shot at it and nothing was going to hold it back.
I began sleuthing the web looking for the most seasoned gigolo around. Finally, I came across this guy called Manny . We agreed to meet at hotel bar in Perth . When we met, we took drink and dinner together before I asked him to come up to my hotel room. I felt that I could not wait for my first real sexual experience. And I think I have never had so nice and memorably…
After a few drinks, he began his kisses and caresses and I felt like telling him to stop but, hell, that’s what I was looking for. After about an hour, I was not a virgin anymore and was sweetly welcomed to the strange world of real womanhood
Well, my whole experience was quite thrilling because Manny the expert welcomed me into the world of being a self-conscious female at a very high note. As such, I have not accepted to settle down with men who did not know what they were doing in bed. It was a pleasurable experience on the whole, and any woman out there should try if they want to explore the full extent of their inner womanhood.
written by TH aka Helen for perthgigolo.com